♥ Date: Friday, October 3, 2008
i want to lead a NEW life.
Like Bella's , but i just wanted a new life.
Dont know , maybe im just talking some crapppps here.
My mood is like x342346984598743.... down. Maybe th centre of th earth still not deep enough. Dont know lahs , i just wanted to breakdown seriously. Recently, i just had my freedom being took off. Thats th point i think. Parents thought that i'm becoming badder. Maybe is just that i dont know about i'm in the state of changing? Maybe or maybe not. Im not sure too. If i'm not sure, who will? Just feel like breakdown, feel like crying out loud.
Once lost, Forever lost. So treasure it now guys. Sometimes, when i think about the past. When my grandma had passed away. I had a hard time, but you still have to let go of it. Memmories are th one which will heals and let you remember. Just let go off it. but once you had lost , you then really will start to treasure. Maybe it includes me too , i dont know. Seriously, i dont really know myself already. I dont know why. I will hid my feelings with th high-ness and a fake smile. Thats me now i think.
my mood is really down now.
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