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Bio.

Jan.C ♡ ,yes that's my name. Female, 17, 10.09.93
Attached to C.Weisheng on 020810♥
YishunTownSecondary, Saxophonist.

Escapes.
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Date: Friday, October 31, 2008


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NURSING course has ended ):
Im qoinq to miss laaaaah D: FUNFUNFUN today
See whether i really qot that interest in Nusing mah. Then i think i'll qo to NYP for Nursing course.
Hais , did some reflection in th nursing room just now at NYP. I didnt even know i'm diao-inq Bernie. Okay, it was not purposely.
Hais , nothing to say cause im super tired

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Date: Monday, October 27, 2008


FINALLY !
i can qo out with bernie sia ! Yesterday beg daddy to let me out manszzxz.
Freaker ! Im so tired being banned at home lor !
So went qout with Bernie around like 12+ ?
Called Gilbert to come out as he was ALREADY outside le. He at CCK so called him to come CWP to meet us lor.
Then he came, RETARDED ASS !
So blah blah blah ... roam around in CWP then went to J8.
Hahaha ! Sorry guys , cant realy remember what really happen cause i qot STM . xD
But one thing i know is that i kept on pinchingggggg and pokinggggg Gilbert's stomach .. BLEAH ! :D
FUN LAH! xD RETARDED ASS ! (((:

Ivan is pro lah!
Make until me bo wei gong. Thanks ah ! making me feel inferior. ==

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Date: Sunday, October 26, 2008


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Haha !
Woke up around like 10+.
WOOHOO! so nicey la! So long didnt sleep until like that le (:
woke up jiu online le.
First came to online then talk to me was that RETARDED Gilbert .
Say because of me then online de saying that he doesnt online on sundays.
What i think is that he's bullshyting. ==

Then went to 888 with mummy to buy groceries. Gilbert is qoinq to 888 also.
I never met him before la, then gang hao he also qoinq 888
Blahblahblahhhhhhhhhh..
I saw him of course , with his red tee & cousins.
He thinks that im so stupid that i didnt see him like that lor.
Dumbasss, think i so stupid meh !

JAN IS CLEVER OKAY ?!
Went to NTUC with mummy, mummy says that she dont want to bring me out already.
Cause i see what i also want to buy, lol !
She says that I madde her pocket burned a hole :X Im so sorrry xD
But at least i managed to buy 2 tubs of ice-cream! :D
I think im qoinq to eat them all later ! OMGoshhh , im qoinq to become a FAT one.
Quite sleepy today, dont know why (:

Guess that th conclusion is that IM A PIG.
Although i dont wish to admit == But its th fact i think.
Watched 'Mo fan bang bang tang' in th afternoon. Omgoshhh , cute guys okay ?!

There's 3 movies that I want to watch during th holidays !
1:Max Payne
2:High School Musical 3
3:Get Connected
4:Twilight ! I wanted to watch it MOST!
*th numberings doesnt mean anything (:


Went for a afternoon nap, but just cant get off to sleep.
although im REALLY REALLY REALLY sleepy !
So messaged Bernie and Gil.
I HATE GIL :X
Lolszxzxz ! & im happy that later Bernie is qoinq to have a chit-chat session with me on thy phone ! Im looking forward (:
Sort of im addicted to th chit-chat session with her. :D
I dont know why either, i can share lots lots of things with her toos & she also :D
Guess that we really can share anything under th sun bahs

thanks for cheering me up , girl :D you meant alot to me alrights?
Okays ! Im jealous of Bernie nw. Cause she rebonded her hair !
HMPHHH ! Im sosososso jealous lah !
Mummy promised me to qive me money to rebond, but it is just that dont know when then she will qive me lor!
Tomorrow is Deepavali. Happy deepavali to all th indians :D
Im just quite crapping here toos ! (:
& i think im on th way to th path of a good girl !(:

Bernie was happy that she qot me addicted to something else like th chit-chat session.
Thanks girl ! I really owe you alot , thanks for being by my side :D

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Lolszxzxz !
just came back from my Grandpa house which is at Sengkang. == Had a LONGLONG day today.
I think?
When to Tamp at around 4+ to my mummy's friend house for Hari Raya. Then after that went to Sengkang to take somethings from my Grandpa which was supposely to pass my Dad as he wanted it .
So MaFan lor! Reached Woodlands like around 10.30 like that. Met with Weiling then chit-chated until 11.30pm.
Now here I am just bathe finished blogging with my Daddy asleep -.-
YEAH! He's qoinq to work tomorrow ! WOOOHOOO!
Im like so happy ! xD

I want my freedom back , my handphone back manszxzx !
I miss them!

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Date: Saturday, October 25, 2008


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Im truly sorry for those peeps who are worried about me.
I think i'll qet over with it in no time.
Thats th target i gave myself (:
lolszxzx !
Special thanks to Bernie ganlaogong, she was always there for me whenever i was in a need of a listening ear and shoulder toos.
Thanks for all th encouragements too , im really touched (:
Sorry that my mood was in ups&downs recently.
Im qoinq to become th happy-qo-lucky Jan in no time alrights :D
You all will see th kisiao Jan de ! xD

Later was like qoinq to Tamp for Hari Raya with my mum.
Omgoshhhh, i think it's qoinq tobe super duper uper sians lorh !
I want my freedom back !
I want to qo out with friends again, or qo to church.
Miss them so dearly ! Especially Nelson gorgor, Honghwee , Weijie Jiejie !

I miss them! )): I want to see them ASAP!

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Date: Friday, October 24, 2008


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I'll forget de (:
I've made up my mind , no matter how i am qoinq to do.
No matter how pain it will be ((:
Thanks for th consoles yeahs ? I really appreciate it [:
I'll get over it & get on with my life.
Thanks Bernie for being there for me okay? (:
Wish Him all th best bahs :D

Today was Mr Alan who took our class for nursing .
Lolszxzxzzxz ! Funny lahs !
Today taught how to help th patients to remove bowels and all that. Then application of hot and cold pack. The lesson is fun&funny ! He kept on making us laughing off our head !
Lesson was FUN!
Today snack time was Egg tart and Lychee drink. Quite nice lahhhs ! I ate 2 egg tarts.
HEHHHEH !
Then met up with Daryl adnd Daryl Neo. Walkwalk and eateat ! With bernie of course ((:
Hahahah ! then went home after that, like 830 like that lorhs.
Sent bernie home first the went home myself (:

Listening th song "I wanted You" makes me cry ):

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Date: Thursday, October 23, 2008


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Had my FIRST nursing course lesson today!
Was lost at NYP though. ==
lolszxzxz ! So damn fun lorh!
Learn how to bathe BABY too!
WOOOHOOOOOS :D
Hope th rest of th 5 lessons would be super duper uper FUN!
Ernest is th joker there lorh! Kept on making us laughing our heads off !
Teacher Huang let us go early as we had really nothing to do already ! xD
So we went to explore th school actually , but it was wierdd somehow.
Because th poly students are in their home clothes while we are in YT uniform
DARN IT ! ==
Saw Yewei senior , i think she doesn't regconise me anyways ! ):
Hahha ! Had a really fun day..
But i saw Him .. okays , that really affects me but not much now though...
Thanks Bernie for accompanying me when i was in a need (: I♥ Gan laogong! (:
PEEK-A-BOOS!






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Date: Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Went to Pulau Semakau today for an Educational Trip.
LOL! The fun-ness is still alright ((:
OHYEAH!
i'm both looking forward and not looking forward tomorrow ==
Looking forward is that im attending th Nursing course tomorrow.
While not looking forward is that tomorrow will be taking my results ):

IM SCARED !

Gan smartass ! xD
Is Josephhh! LOLSZXZXZ !!
221008; 9.30.
He's really smart. ==
Jealous liaooooos & because he can ton outside

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Date: Monday, October 20, 2008



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Today went to Macpherson ITE.
Freakinggg FUN lahszxzxzx ! ((:
Chose Activity Creative Marketing :d
Darn fun!
Tomorrow qoinq also! :DDD
OHYEAHHHHSZXZXZ!

Had band prac today too (:
Nice lahs, played Pirates& stuffs

PEEK-A-BOO!





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Date: Sunday, October 19, 2008


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Happy birthday to SIMIN Musiclover !
Hope you will have a great birthday alrights ?
May all your wishes come true :D


I'll this musiclover forever okay?
Unseperatable

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Date:


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Back to blogging now.
Recently, hmmms, maybe for me too many things happened.
Just cant cope with it bahs.
Results are like shit alrights, i thought i would get this EOY right in th kind of results i wanted but obviously it isn't.
That really dissapoint me.

My cca now is right on th track, kind of enjoying it now rather than having to pon.
SYF period is coming, we had to work doubly hard already!
We already chose our SYF piece already, sounds difficult. But as a band, We'll do it perfectly and work hard !
I just simply cant remember th piece name, i think it's really too long and i've got TSM ( too short memory )
Guess that's th point, no need emphasize on my memory
.

Created a new msn. Well, i didnt really add all peeps. ut those who i wanted to contact sort of kind bah?
I kept on forgetting things that are really precious. Memories and all..
Just cant remember it well, dont know why.


Well, lets pray hard that those people who did not do quite well in EOY wont get retain.

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Date: Thursday, October 16, 2008


Hais , F&N theory failed by 4 1/2 marks sials
freaker ! ==
I want to qo for service on 4 and 5Nov !
I dont care lahs! I want to qo manszxzxzx.


I miss my churchMATES !
GUYS ! I MISS YOU ALL ):

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Date: Wednesday, October 15, 2008


I pass my Eng, Maths, Humanities and Mother Tongue (:
But i failed my Sciences luhs! Only F&N haven't take only.
At least I passed 4 subjects alright ! I think I will really work hard le lahs !
I dont want N and O's like KNS lorhs. Bu ran willl die de !
I dont want that to happen :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHBOONgorgor ! :D
Which is on 161008
I'll be waiting for your good news ohkay!
I want a NEW DASAO! xD

Im looking forward to my NYP nursing course :D
I wouldn't tell th dates cause I dont want let SOMEONE to know cause I dont want him to come NYP to fetchh me ; DUIBUQIS !
Looks like Baking course is like very fun like that leahs !
BAKEBAKEBAKEBAKE ! :D

BERNIE ! I will help you de ohkay ?!
Let's work hard together !

Bi; imy (:

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Date: Thursday, October 9, 2008


I HATE MY PARENTS !
They are really driving me to really qo and commit suicide

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Date: Tuesday, October 7, 2008


Now rotting at home doing nothing ==
AHH! Today went to meet crapper. then jiu slack slack slack (:
After that , met with
THERESAwifey to get hoodie.
OMFG ! I see her i want cry sials );
I dont want my restrictions ):
I MISS THEM )):

I miss shingying , amelia and theresa ):

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Date: Monday, October 6, 2008


5 Oct :

It was my ahku's birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
So went to eat a birthday dinner near th AngMoKio Camp there bahs , i think.
Im a ROAD IDIOT ==
Eat alot lorh ! At my table there, i was th first one who finished my rice [:
PROUDDD ! lolsss !
Then qot birthday cake also ! SUPER CUTE ALRIGHTS ?!
Th birthday cake is 13 Yao lorh! Then i ate like 4 pieces ==
Im gonna get fat ! ):

6 Oct:

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNI WITH MY THERESA WIFE AND SHINGYING WIFE (:
I love you guys lahs (:
Today was like no school lorhs , so slept till 12 then someone woke me up.
No energy to get up sials , no energy to do anything and was a lil sick toos ==
But in th end have to go and cook instant noodles even though i'm super lazy and no energy. After eating , Crapper msq-ed me to go and find her, I dont want de but i also want cut hair. She say she will bring me go cut hair lorhs, then jiu went to semb. It was like raining like hell == Best for sleeping ):
Cut hair liaooo D: Then Amelia and Shingying at SP although i want go and find them but i dont wanna qo down sp luhs
.
DUIBUQIS ): But i still love you guys (:
Went home after that with my new hairstyle , mummy kept on saying she like my hair ==
Tomorrow is Chemistry & i still have not study . DIE !

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Date: Sunday, October 5, 2008


Nothing new today toos.

Recently my mood has been like UP&DOWN for a long time ):
Sorry guys, hais. No mood to do things too. Yesterday went to my Grandpa house then slack slack slack. Mood was like DARN not good liao, then message people lorhs. But they dont want reply me therefore sua lorhs. Alot of kids there lahs ! ._. NOISY MANSZXZXZX, simply cant stand th noise. So i shouted TIAM. Then really all tiam tiam but after that went on to noisy again ==


At night qot some religious things going on at th 10th floor, i was scared about those religious thingys. But i cant simply stay at my Grandpa house as no one will be there == So had to follow down. I did not went in to th house luhs , cause was like FREAKING scared about it . All th kids not scared sials , then all went in. But they super good lorhs , came out to pei me and stuffs (: Mummy went in lahhs . ==
They say mummy qo in complain to th GOD then th GOD will scold me. Thats why i dont dare go in lorh ! After th whole thing, mummy wanted to go back home liaooo. So went back home after that.

Go home more PEKCEK ! I didnt know that Grandpa gave me 50 dollars until my Dad asked my Mum. WTF . Then i locked myself in th room lorhs , keep hitting th wall .

I HATE THEM!

They took everything of mine

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Date: Friday, October 3, 2008


Jan is really gonna change to a good girl !

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i want to lead a NEW life.
Like Bella's , but i just wanted a new life.
Dont know , maybe im just talking some crapppps here.

My mood is like x342346984598743.... down. Maybe th centre of th earth still not deep enough. Dont know lahs , i just wanted to breakdown seriously. Recently, i just had my freedom being took off. Thats th point i think. Parents thought that i'm becoming badder. Maybe is just that i dont know about i'm in the state of changing? Maybe or maybe not. Im not sure too. If i'm not sure, who will? Just feel like breakdown, feel like crying out loud.

Once lost, Forever lost. So treasure it now guys. Sometimes, when i think about the past. When my grandma had passed away. I had a hard time, but you still have to let go of it. Memmories are th one which will heals and let you remember. Just let go off it. but once you had lost , you then really will start to treasure. Maybe it includes me too , i dont know. Seriously, i dont really know myself already. I dont know why. I will hid my feelings with th high-ness and a fake smile. Thats me now i think.

my mood is really down now.

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